Julian’s been in ICU at the hospital since yesterday. apparently his kidneys have failed? and he has awful, awful strep throat which isn’t helping anything. I just got back from seeing him and even though he could barely talk and is in an insane amount of pain, he managed to get the words ‘you’re so beautiful’ out at least 10 times. other than that he was pretty incoherent.

I hate him being this sick. it’s scary and I just want to fix it. I can’t stand feeling helpless. 

Julian and I ~made it official~
I’ve never been so infatuated with another human being.

aaand we’re moving to Mpls sooner than expected, since we’ll have his income and mine now.

what a lucky little girl I am :D :D :D